YOU … ME

Put yourself as “I” and your loved one as “YOU”. 

To know about what your loved one thinks,

put yourself as “YOU” and your loved one as “ME”.

Now read on.

If I dont respond to what you say,

You say I IGNORE you.

But I say I am DISTURBED.

 

If you are not responding to me,

You say why cant you UNDERSTAND?

I say why are you NOT COMFORTABLE with me.

 

If I involve myself in your activities with suggestions,

You say DO NOT POKE YOUR NOSE.

I say I CARE FOR YOU.

 

If I don’t give you any suggestions,

You say I am not BOTHERED about you.

I say I respect your LIBERTY dear.

 

If I question your silence,

You say I cant READ you still.

I say I don’t want to be MISTAKEN with you.

 

If I stay silent,

You say I am HIDING things from you.

I say I want to READ these fine lines.

 

If you are angry,

You say FIGURE it out if you care dear,

Else LEAVE IT.

I say NO cant give it up dear.

 

If I am angry,

You say SPEAKOUT if you are angry lets sort it,

Else I cant HELP you.

I say cant you FIGURE it out.

 

If I change myself to get better with you,

You say I have CHANGED.

I say cant you SEE what made me change.

 

If you change yourself to get better with me,

I say “you are MUCH BETTER dear”

You say “You gave me NO OTHER OPTION”

 

If I feel low and speak to you,

You say “I am ALWAYS THERE for you”.

I say “I know you LOVE me”.

 

If you feel low and speak to me,

I say “feel like doing ANYTHING for you”.

You say “I know you LOVE me”.

Something Beyond Words

the wind whispers and i hardly hear.

the birds talk but i hardly understand.

water flows but i hardly can follow.

i fail to feel the trees n plants for they hardly mean to reveal.

i can understand, follow, hear n feel people…

 but the ones i want to listen to hide from me.

they dont let me know anything though i can understand evrything.

 …… they are a combination of all the above that i dont understand.

This tree stands hard enough to protect me……

thought its all hollow itself…… cant help it feel better

cant feel better myself……

though the tree has shown me what it is …….

im unable to help.

There are some people like this tree.

Im helpless, cant make them feel better

hope i dont hurt them more…..

Can just pray for them.

If u know any of this kind do pray for them.

If not pray for the one i know.

i also want to be a …….

this is wht i want to be for u

i want to be a star in your sky.

when u hv sun with u, u may not see me.

when u hv moon with u, u may jus notice me.

but when u hv none with u ……

n look up, u shall see me.

u shall see im always there for u.

… guilt n guts ….

i am exploring a garden that is not mine.

making friends on my way i go

avoiding some ofcourse as it is not my garden

scared of being caught i move with a elegant appearance

each time i make a friend i am on a adventure for

im scared they may not like me in this garden that is not mine

keeping my fingers crossed i go my way

im guilty as im enjoying something that is not mine by

moving in this garden.

but this is where people like me are i too want to be here

along with others . i dont want any pleasures but

at the sametime dont want to be kicked out

though for sure i will be kicked out some day……..

worried about future but still enjoying present im here

in this garden . i found a treasure that i cherished for

i was on no drive to fetch it. still found one my way

i made friends with it n enjoyed myself.

was glad to have something i cherished for.

i did tell it about me faking arnd n still the treasure is kind

i didnt want to lose this treasure though im kicked out of this garden

but………….

the treasure gave me a word that killed me.

im still in the garden but lying unconcious.

the word the treasure gave me is …….

it never supported me being in the garden!!

hearing this i cried long silent hours still with a golden mask

now the mask is very heavy for me to bear it may drop soon

i have tears soaking my heart. will my tears dry before the mask drops?

can i hold on the mask?

though this is a fact i have to face someday

my guilt swallowed me at a gulp.

trying hard to get up, dry my tears, happy that i enjoyed

the pleasure of this treasure for sometime and move on

but my tears and guilt are hunting me down

getting up again and again i am trying to move

 still in the garden im scared to move out,

waiting for time to kick me……….

dont know where i reach when kicked.

all this remaing the same till i shake hands with my fate

or a miracle of a fairy tale happens.

i shall tell you what happened after im kicked and

before i shake hands with my fate

if im left with words

waiting to be kicked ………………

What if ?

An elder rose n all the leaves ask a bud nt to bloom

for someone may pluck it. can the bud wither away?

young birds are askd not to fly for the hunter may hunt them down

can the birds stay hungry?

i want ……………………….

Someday

someday for sure i ll be all alone.

evrything in my hands shall stay

someday for sure i ll be all alone.

all love aloof, all smiles to history may be in a mystery

someday for sure i ll be all alone.

but my life has been a beautiful garden till date n how do i cope with …

someday for sure i ll be all alone.

should i wait to see when time brings tht

someday for sure i ll be all alone.

or should i be prepared to face tht

someday for sure i ll be all alone.

failing to prepare but believe failure is the footing step to success

here i wait still in my garden hidden among beautiful blossoms

for a garden doesnt allow guilt. im in disguise, deceptive……… 

timepass tale

Once there was a little one who had a nightmare n there on gets scared to close her eyes as she may have a nightmare again. That next day, her mother took her near and made her sleep. And that day night the girl had a nice sleep. The girl belives she can sleep well when her mom is next to her. Though its not true, its a sweet belief the girl has. Probably this is the strength of affection. This belief holds good when the girl tells her mom abt her nightmare n then holds on her mom’s caring hand.

But now the girl has  nightmares   everyday , and she is unable to tell it out. Its been long that she slept properly n wants to sleep. coz of the nightmares, she feels her mom’s caring hands and affection can drive her fear off and make her sleep. But still shes unable to speak out. Though her mom is the same with her now she finds no magic in her mom’s affection. Why??

This is not coz her mom is not affectionate to her now or she is not that affectionate. They are still the same.

Can u guess wht the girls nightmares are? Telling her mom abt her nightmare. And can u guess why is she not able to see the magic of her mom’s affection? Its coz of guilty conscience she has. Shes unable to digest things.

What do we cal the girl , sensitive – foolish – ………

whatever it is, hope she learns to live up.

NATURE IS THE BEST TEACHER OF LIFE

life is like the night sky with numerous stars. some bright some dull yet each significant if really seen. during day u dont see a single star. not coz they r gone just coz nature is preoccupied with sunlight.

everyone has a lot to think of (gud, bad, silly, funny …) just like the stars. intensity may vary though.. but get preoccupied with work so much that u dont see the rest.

Happy

im happy nt coz something has happened but

coz nthg wrong has happened.

im happy nt coz i hv done evrthing gr8 but

coz i hv done something worth

im happy nt coz i hv troubles but

coz i hd nice time too

im lucky nt coz i find evrything gud but

coz i did find something gud

im blessed nt coz i hv all gud ppl arnd me but

coz i hv some gud ppl with me as my near n dear.

!!!!! unthought or overthought ?

Never never and never is one the only one in troubles.

quite an irony everyone knows this yet…..

one has a lot of things to feel happy about but overlooks!

when something happens out of our way is it unthought?

is it really becoz its so unexpected ( a wonder that cannot happen) ?

or is it that we have overthought and drew lines around us

with constraints that certain things should not happen though

they are feasible ?

we are like birds that fly without knowing the lines.

if we fly over flame we feel the heat(troubles).

but flying higher and redefining our upperbounds(our nature) can help us.

but if we want to fly at the same altitude, we should experience (fight and be brave)

the heat till we fly across(out of trouble) . take care!

u dont keep ur altitude so low (cause of trouble) that u dont get burnt

sometimes its a must we redefine our nature and bounds ….

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          

This may help me get inspired n relax sometime. im no exception! Only you can help yourself when you are under extreme pressure of feel u cant take it. time and situations may demand but they do give you unseen bonus powers to fight the situation. and so u can always fight against anything. time and situations are like our teachers for the subject “experience” they may demand and punish but still teach…… so keep going and you will see YOU CAN GO……..